Tbh, I’ve been feeling very burnt out by religion. I know I love God and I am a Christian but I just don’t feel the joy nor the desire to want to draw closer anymore. Is it me? Is it just a season? Is it the church? On top of it, guilt just piles on me for being and feeling this way. I don’t want to stumble others but I don’t know how long more I can do this. I feel like I’m split into two and I am having a serious case of identity crisis. I don’t even know what I want to do in the future anymore. It scares me because I used to have great ambitions on making the world a better place. But now, I don’t see the light. I don’t see myself as the light. One thing that I’m clinging onto is that my feelings are not truth. And that I’ll find that joy and spark again. Lord, lead me back to You.